Loving you might turn out to be a broken dream,

broken dreams always hurt one's eyes,

but those tears are nothing compared to the moments,

I've dreamt of you by my side 

When dreams turn dark

This is such a night mare,
I hate you so much, you're a pathetic freak,
I wanna curse you but I understand those words are far too harsh,
and far too bad for me to use,

but imagine what you do to me, to make me wanna want to curse you 
I'd rather sleep with some other guy,
then take the pain that you'd be giving me,
but I'd rather drink poison of cut my wrist,
then dare to even think of leaving your side,
God, I can't even tell you what the hell is goin on inside me,
it's like every organ is at the worng place, and I wanna die.
And I wanna let myself bleed to death, and reach that point,
when I'd be looking at the cieling of the hospital room, struggling,
for breath, for life, and for the light,
but you are my light, why the hell do you leave me black,
and blue...yes, black and blue is what I have become.
I hate you so much that I would wanna resist the thought of you,
but is that right? No that's the sickest biggest fallacy,
A blasphemy next to the denial of God, oh well, 
But there's something you should know before I do something crazy...

I am so cold, so alone, so broken hearted,
I thought the day would ever com, but it did...when we parted,
we were together but a thick glass wall came between us,
and I could feel you around but never see you,
I was so lost, I am so lost and forever lost I will be,
if you don't come console me this night, 
cause it could just be the last breath, ever drawn,
unless of course, you want to love a cold statue


All I ever wanted, is for you to be around,
so I could hear you sweet laughter, the sound,
makes me wanna come alive again, 
The only treasure I could possess, is for your loving touch,
and your sweet caress,
Ever heard the story of the prince chasing the princess to the ends of the world?
I am the princess, and you are my prince, but guess what?
I'd turn me to a jester and follow you around the universe,
only for the sake of what I feel,
Isn't it a man who's supposed to step first,
but no, I'd defy those conventional ways and,
play a fool, or a clown, even a beggar if it so be needed,
only to be with you...
I want nothing more than you and nothing less than you...


And now, farewell to you my love,
this is far beyond my control,
I can't keep up with your ways,
you make a promise and run away, why do you?
You never laid a hand on me, 
but why didn't you? You should've...
so I'll take that pain in for a moment and move...
but you stab my heart with that pain of distances,
you're too far from me, you're close around
I never know what to do for it,
I still hate you for it...


Farewell, love... and I still love you,
even though the pain is breaking my heart...
I guess that's what happens,

when dreams turn dark

The world must be made of stars

The world must be made of star dust,

angels must have been right here, 

just when YOU walked into the place,

I only looked once in your eyes and was taken away,

I believe this is true love,

I knew there was a love, but never felt it inside,

and now I know that it actually is true,

cause this is just what I feel for you.

How could I even think of life without you?

How can I ever think of someone else to love,

there's no one that makes me feel what you make me,

leaving you, forgetting you is just another blasphemy

Oh the stars must be dancing somewhere in the skies,

cause they shine like never before

Oh the angels might have walked on the earth this night,

The world never felt so peaceful, for sure

I think there must have been a thousand stars,

shooting with their brightest gleams in the sky,

cause I remember that magical moment, 

when we met for the first time...you and I

Story!

I am writing a vampire story. It's a love story but I'mma put action in it too.

It's like a love hate relationship. The girl, Melanie, just lost her love and isn't quite able to get over it, even after three years. She comes across Kyle, who happens to be a vampire. He can do anything but read her eyes to see what's inside her. This leads to attraction and he ends up falling in love with her. But she can't find a way to return the affection. He keeps struggling to get her affections, which seems a little successful on her side. But since she can't give him her love, he is busy trying to get his mortality back.

In part 2: Kyle is working harder to get his mortality back. He goes through physical changes as well, like the whitening of his hair which have stayed young brown color for 750 years. He is reaching mortality but because of Melanie he loses it again only for her.

I hope it'll be good. Almost finished part 1!

Beauty....

"A thing of beauty is joy forever". I never quite understood what it really means. But to simplify it, I do know one thing: Beauty is joy... well it is the source of joy. Our natural human tendency to appreciate beauty also gives us the pleasure of enjoying beauty.


Now, different people find different things beautiful. I might find a child's smile beautiful but sometimes people find a simple tear beautiful. People have tastes I know... here's what I think is beautiful!  

A pure smile from a innocent child

Tender kiss

Blushing when he says you look beautiful

To know that someone is by your side

Eyes lost somewhere in the realm of dreams

A "Hello" from a good friend

The sunlight kissing the earth goodbye